You, So Gone

i keep myself to myself
so i won't get lost in you

lying to get what i deserve
i forget the sense of the truth

i couldn't remember you if i tried
i poured you out the last time i cried

you, i held you so dear
so close, i could swear
you were my skin
i breathe; you were my air
you, my first taste of sin
my memories vanished
with no last glimpse of you
my love so tarnished
i could surrender all of me
for one more second
to last an eternity