So, what have I learned?

The year is halfway through and I can't say I've accomplished much.

I've lost more than I've gained (love, friends, self-respect) but I can't really say I regret all that has happened.

Love; never really understood it much. Can't say I've seen it either, not at least in my house. It's always so fleeting. I think I have loved, but I'm not sure if I have ever been in love. With the first one, with my first, with the last and the present. <<God I'm so cryptic>>

For some reason, I discard the ones that would do anything for me, for the ones that I know don't care as much.

As for friends, I don't know if I ever had them to begin with.

And when I talk about self-respect. . . I've done a lot of things I said I would never and became exactly who I always hated.

So, what have I learned?

I'm not sure. Maybe I've grown.

Maybe I've just grown bitter.