As far as I can remember, I always tried to be one of the "nice" girls. Smile, be polite and try to stay out of trouble and cause it for someone else. The thing about nice girls is that we always get taken advantage of. That's not nice. But that's pretty much what happens; get stepped on, walked over, passed over...
One learns and moves on. Keeps trying to be nice. Isn't that we're always taught, to be nice?
There comes a point, however, where the "niceness" disappears and in comes the bitch. Now this girl knows what she wants and best of all; how to get it! The world is in her hand and controls everyone with her fingertips. She's feared and wanted.
I've become one. I avoid closeness to people to divert my self from any feeling and pain. It's funny now thinking about how I used to be. But, I like myself now.
The boyfriends of the nice girls can't get enough of me. They call me, they want me. The downside is that they don't love me. But, it's the nice ones that always suffer.
One learns and moves on. Keeps trying to be nice. Isn't that we're always taught, to be nice?
There comes a point, however, where the "niceness" disappears and in comes the bitch. Now this girl knows what she wants and best of all; how to get it! The world is in her hand and controls everyone with her fingertips. She's feared and wanted.
I've become one. I avoid closeness to people to divert my self from any feeling and pain. It's funny now thinking about how I used to be. But, I like myself now.
The boyfriends of the nice girls can't get enough of me. They call me, they want me. The downside is that they don't love me. But, it's the nice ones that always suffer.
